29 July 2010, 1:21 am
After hanging out with some people, and basically going through the year in retrospect, I've decided I'm not exactly sure where I fit in- and optimally I would like to get this settled before university. What are your opinions? -Ambitious, intelligent, good at connecting with people on the surface, but I feel as though a certain depth is never achieved -Like loosening up and having fun (partying, etc) -Good looking, past model -Athletic, run track at a regional level, place top in my zone/category -Sometimes I feel too business like, too professional, and as though I don't have enough interests/enough in common with people? At times I feel uninteresting and boring... -I'm confident, more or less outgoing, yet sometimes I turn to this state of tension, and sort of clam up -I like being "superior", I'm competitive, and like attention and popularity -I like power and authority: would like to be a ceo, or large scale manager in some type of international business, with connections in media, overall live a very financial secure life in an upscale neighbourhood -I don't have an altogether great sense of humour In high school, I was belonged to the "academic group", yet didn't feel as though there was enough social element, and maybe picked up some awkwardness from there. Having said that, the "partiers", though good looking were completely unambitious and just lacking intellect. Then, hanging out with the "average", athletic, academic, looking people, I didn't feel as though I stood out well enough from the crowd, and as though I didn't fully belong here? I want to be renowned, known, appreciated?... Read More »
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